“What does life means to you? What do you live for?“

I doubt that they not able answer my questions. For god sake, get a life. The world isn’t going to stop, the problems isn’t going to be solved even if you continuing ranting over it. If you have the time for ranting over the small thing, why don’t you have the time to think for some solutions for the problems you faced?

Seriously, I don’t understand what are the peoples thinking about these days. You waken up early in the morning, gone to school or work, repeating the same thing everyday, is that your life? I told myself that I am not one of the mass production. So that isn’t going to be my life.

This world is lack of love.
And hence, there is war everywhere.

Can we make love not war?

What does life means to you? What do you live for?

What does life means to you actually? And what do you live for? Are you living for your own or living for someone else? Do ask yourself and answer honestly, you should know it yourself better than others.

I think most of the peoples these days are living for money, so am I.
But I wanted and I’ll make money live for me instead of I’ll be living for money.

“All the problems can be solved by money is not a problem. The only problem is that you does not have any money.”

Replies: “It’s okay even though you does not have any money with you. At least you’ll know you still can solve the problems without having money, you’re smart enough to survive. Make use of this chance to make use of the peoples who spent money to solve problems. Make their money became yours.”

Nonsense

As I said before, love should not have any boundaries right? [read more]
But that will only happen in our dreamland and not in real life. Sometimes love is simply nonsense, right? Enough said, times for being silent. This world is so noisy…

…to be continued…

I am somehow rather speechless with the current life I am having right now. The special feeling I wanted to have is already gone long time ago, and it will never ever came back to me. I just don’t know what on earth happened actually. All of us are living in a world where the fact is always hidden. Are you blind?

Most of the women out there measuring how much their boyfriend or husband love her is by money, and the guy, of course measuring the love by sex. Pathetic?

- to be continued – zzZzzZzzzZzz…
1:11AM, 17th November 2009

IPREDator is a services offered by The Pirate Bay with the stated goal of providing internet privacy due to there is a intellectual property law called Intellectual Property Rights Enforcement Directive (IPRED) which allow the copyrights holder to go after the file-sharer. This is kinda unacceptable because it violated the basic human rights. I believe there is nobody would wanted being monitoring all day long, right?

Edited: I know that this site loading very slow if visited outside of Malaysia because I am using Europe VPN right now. Oh shit, sorry!

Update: While I was updating this post, I received another phone call from the company which called me yesterday. Now I have about 65% to say that their company are using VoIP to make that call because of the delay. Never mind, I am going to interview tomorrow. Hopefully I could get the job.

On Monday, I sent out my resume to six companies which is located at Singapore. And so far I only received one reply from one of them. Yesterday I received a phone call from a polite lady (sounds sweet too) and chatted for about 10 to 15 minutes. However I think that call was made using VoIP because there seems to be some delay in our conversation, or perhaps because of my phone weak signal?

Today when I waken up, I saw one missed call with (No Number). I was kind of happy but with nervous feeling as well. I was wondering who could that be?

1) Telekom Malaysia (Malaysia ISP) – call me and said my home connection was fixed bla bla bla… (continued lying)
2) Some insurance seller – stop calling me because I am not going to buy it with you. You sounds like scamming.  
3) My brother?  

Anyway I just hope that was not the previous company which called me, one missed call for me right now means one lost chance. By the way I have three phone numbers (included in the email), in case when the primary number is unanswered or busy, you also may call the other two numbers. These two numbers are connected to my laptop so it will notified me when there is a call or SMS.

Currently I am busying with the following:

• Bandwidth monitoring (Linux OS)
• Setup download and upload (including FTP) for remote usage
• Mobile phone SMS sorting and auto-replies scripting
• Website project (CMS)
• Finding new web hosting provider for the new projects

I am kind of free right now, so I am available for interview.

Through SMS:
Michelle Tee (your SMS was really early , and in fact it was the first SMS I received),
Jennifer Ng (my ex-girlfriend’s elder sis but thanks ),
Feenie Lee (but too much Chinese words, I don’t really understand your SMS ),
Kah Hin (thanks for the card and photos ),
See Min (no need apologize when you did nothing wrong, hehe ),
Shirley Pang (yup, that was my number, I won’t change my number for no reason),
Dollyphia Lee (please inform after you had changed your phone number, haha),
Wui Kang (thank you for always being there when I needed help!)

Through phone:
Sou Peng (celebrated 21st birthday! And your sensei was kawaii )

Through MSN:
Carol Chung (Oh, Carol! We are lucky to have some conversation that day, because I’m not longer signing in to MSN daily).

Life is kinda hard for me, especially last year. Everything just went wrong and bad. Rumors by those low-life and uneducated person almost ruined my life. But you know, I am kinda strong and won’t be defeated easily. We should not give any reply nor do anything towards those rumors creator anyway since everything they said were bullshit.

Last but not least, I want to say “Thank you” to everyone who wished me happy birthday, even though birthday is not a big deal for me and I dislike being reminded of my own birthday since something happened a few years back. Especially to Tei Wen, Shu Ping, Kah Min and Kah Hin. Thank you so much for the cake.

A big kiss for you all.

*MUACKS!*

Dolce Dance Club (Johor Bahru)

Tei Wen and Sou Peng

Yen Hao, Tei Wen, Sou Peng and Yi Jian.

Calvin, Yi Jian and Zhi Hui

Kah Min, Yew Zhao and Tei Wen

Shu Ping, Tei Wen and Kah Min

Tei Wen and Royce (that's me)

De Bali Restaurant and Bistro (Johor Bahru)

We went to De Bali Restraurant and Bistro because we are celebrating birthday for King Jie!

Royce, Sou Peng, Ju Yew, King Jie, Kok Wai, See Min, Tei Wen, Shu Ping and Kah Min

Kok Wai, Shu Ping, Tei Wen, Sou Peng, Royce and Calvin (blur at right)

So is time to go back home. Seems like Sou Peng, Calvin and I was drunk again.

Well, if you are still judging a book by it’s cover, then I think you are outdated. You have an old fashioned thinking. 80% of the above are university or college students, meanwhile another 20% of them have different archivements in their life. Those places are not messy like what you think. There is also peoples who go clubbing merely for drinking, the music and ambient only.

So please stop think that those places are messy and it’s for hooligan only, that’s very funny if you think so. If you are living on 2009, then you should develop modern thinking by learning more. Someone with tattoo on his or her body, ear piercing, or even coloured hair are not longer uncivilized or uneducated person. The fact is, he or she might be an engineer, accountant, designer or even a chef. The mindset of thinking someone is an uncivilized or uneducated person upon seeing them have tattoo, ear piercing and coloured hair should be erased. By the way, I don’t think it is logic to think that a postgraduate are 100% good guy either. Someone who hold degree or PhD maybe just know how to talking cock only, or maybe doesn’t even know how to solve a simple problem. Isn’t that pathetic?

If you would like to join us for the next clubbing, do tell me. The more peoples, the merrier! But we strictly says no to mood spoiler. Go back home and have your milk if you intend to make everyone feeling down. For those ladies who wished to go those places, you are advised to bring along some trustable guy friends whose can protect you as well. No drugs, no smoking, just drink and get drunk.

Here is a little update:
AhYap
Kwok Tzea
Sou Peng
Izzwan

Who else I missed out? Notify me

I thought Mediacorp webmaster won’t do such limitation for voters, yet they did.
But never mind, I will still vote for Jessica Liu of the drama “Rhythm of Life”. Love her so much in that drama!

Recently I fall in love with Kungqu Opera. The way they act and sing, indescribable.
 

And I’m also tuning in to:
 
Lush 99.5 FM is a Singapore radio station that plays Chill-Out, Urban or Vocal Jazz music. A must listened radio station, or I should said, this is a replacement of WKRZ91.3FM since it has “closed” for few years (which serve Techno and Euro Dance music). It is a kind of new taste for me, because I had enough with these noisy hip-hop music. But I only can listen to Lush 99.5 FM radio station when I’m driving because they doesn’t have online live streaming. I bet they can get a lot of listeners tuning in if they provide online live streaming.

Oh my, it’s 6AM now. I guess I should go to sleep now, will continue writing when I’m wake up later.